〖✿♥.Back.tO.ιουε .♥✿〗

Life.

2011-05-31T01:45:00.001+08:00

Life's a book. You don't know what's going to happen in the end but you just have to keep turning the pages.

Sigh, what a deadly blog, I should find a day and update it. Sooner later the blog will revive. Hopefully. =)

男人。女人

2010-08-08T12:18:00.003+08:00

男人。

你有你的潇洒，你可以肆意的玩弄各种女人。
你可以在你的兄弟面前炫耀你在哪又把了几个妹。
你也可以在玩大某个女子的肚子后，
不负一点责任的离开。
只因为你是男人。

你可以在心里放着某个自认为深爱着的女子，
却在怀里搂着另一个你认为不爱的女子。
你总是以不忍心为由去欺骗一个又一个女子的感情，
只因为你是男人。

在没得到某个女子的时候，
你可以为她做所有事，包括伤害自己。
等到得到以后，便开始挑剔，便看她不顺眼
便为自己的花心找一个又一个的理由。
只因为你是男人。

当你认识了一个新mm，前提是这个mm面容较好。
你就学会了在她面前抱怨，
抱怨自己的现女友有多么
不了解你，不懂你，不支持你，不适合你。
只因为你是男人。

你可以在一个刚认识不到2个小时的女子面前言爱，
而忘记了那个与你同风共雨2年的女子。
你天生就爱新鲜感，你天生就喜新厌旧，
即使不爱，你也可以跟她上床。
只因为你是男人。

你习惯口是心非，
习惯用一个谎言去掩盖另一个谎言。
习惯看深爱你的女子落泪，习惯为义气而不顾她的心疼。
不爱的时候，习惯用“你很好，我不配”来收尾。
只因为你是男人。

女人。

喜欢被人宠爱，喜欢听假话，
只要那些假话合你的胃口。
总以为地球围着自己转，总以为自己是世界上最美的人，
看谁都比不上自己。
因为你是女人，你有权利自负。

你害怕天黑，害怕孤单，害怕没有人陪。
看韩剧会哭，听忧伤情歌会感伤，你感性且性感。
即使你在人前是个女强人，被黑夜侵蚀的时候，还是会疼。
因为你是女人，你有权利悲伤。

你总以为这个他会陪你天荒地老，
你总以为自己很幸福，
你总以一个固执的姿态去相信他。
你会敏感，你会怀疑，你会害怕，
终因他一个眼神，而放下所有防备。
因为你是女人，你有权利幸福。

其实你并没有你的外表那般坚强，
你说其实一个人，你也可以过的很好。
可你不好，很不好。你会因为停电而害怕的尖叫。
你会因为电脑中毒而无奈的打开电视。
你会因为一个人吃饭而倒尽胃口。
看见别人成双成对，你只能苦笑，
那些男人很好，却不是你的。

男人，女人。

男人，请你好好对他，其实很小，风一吹就会走。

女人，请你好好，好好对自己，其实你很强大，不是谁都能把你击倒。

男人，这个世界美女如云，请别见一个爱一个。真爱只有一次，失去就无法找回来。

女人，这个世界很大，很安全。好人很多很多，下次，下次一定可以遇见一个他，一个很好很好的他。

男人，不要在多年以后才去感慨，曾经的那个她原来爱的那么真，那么深。

女人，这个世界上只有一样东西是永恒的，友情会老，爱情会变，唯有亲情能永恒。

男人，爱一个人要让她知道，女人是天生缺乏安全感的生物，不要把爱放在心里，要不厌其烦的告诉她，你很爱她。

女人，有的男人是不善言辞的，如果他会在半夜的时候为你拉一拉被子，那么，请相信，这比玫瑰来的更实在。

男人，其实有时候你很坏，可还是有个傻瓜很爱，很爱。

女人，其实有时候你很好，可还是有个笨蛋不会珍惜。

男人，如果，我是说如果，如果有个女子说她视你如命，你要坚信，那一定是真的。

女人，如果，如果有那么一个男子，会经常看你看到忘我，或傻笑，那，他绝对绝对爱上了你。

男人，所有的女人都很坚强，也很脆弱，每个女人都是独一无二的水晶，请好好保护属于你的那块水晶。

女人，你可能曾经被谁谁谁伤害过，但不要害怕，不要绝望，天黑了还是会亮，日出真的很美。

男人，因为你是男人，所以你的责任很大，所以你担子很重，所以，说过的话，一定要兑现。

女人，不要因为你是女人就过分依赖，你是独立的，永远。难过的时候可以哭，可是哭完，一定要微笑。

男人，女人，你们都要好好生活。努力幸福。

抓自某網頁文章，純粹分享。

2010-06-18T07:16:00.000+08:00

This is a testing post. =)

2010-05-10T19:23:00.001+08:00

I love hitz.fm!

爱情的温度，有恒温的可能吗？

2010-05-10T18:51:00.007+08:00

一位朋友向我倾诉了她在感情上遇到的问题___________

最近的我一直在抱怨~
只是很单纯的一些贪心~
我想要他可以注意我多一些~
而不是朋友~电脑~
想和他腻在一起~
话题只有我们~
没有其他的杂尘~
忘了有多久~
上一次单纯的拥抱亲吻诉说彼此心情的时候~是停在哪天~~久得~让我忘了~
其实~我并不想作比较~
只是我对他的贪心太多了~
也许是我的占有欲太大了~
一次次的期待~失望~
不得不让我心灵上出了轨~

不断的回忆自己甜蜜的回忆~
不断的那自己与别人作比较~
是不是自己的不够好~
所以他才会把时间都专注在电脑和朋友~
而不是我~

可是这样的出轨~
我并不好过~
然而我却逼自己~
戒掉对他的贪心~
不去奢望与他在腻在一起的时间~
他有他爱的事物~
我没权干涉~
也没权更改~

from 爱_k_情_i_游_d_民o..

你好。
我也不知道你确实的情况是如何，但你所写下的情况，我能了解。
那感觉真的很不好受，会在怀疑自己的身份，有时还会胡思乱想。
我也曾经身处于你现在的情况内，所以我了解。

男人一旦已经变了心，就很难在有回头的时候了
想必其实女生也是这样吧
就算他哪天它突然对你又很好了，这也许也是很短暂的假象。

无奈，这一切都不能怪谁，只能怪这现实的社会，有太多的诱惑了。
我不否认，有时我也很难去抗拒那些诱惑
人非圣贤！

建议你，整理好自己的思绪
有机会的话，好好找他出来说清楚
切记要保持镇定！
这份情或许已不在
但那藕断丝连的线，若已经没有回生的机会
就应该把它彻底的切断
纠缠着彼此，一点好处都没有

了结了它
新的感情/缘分才会有萌芽的机会

加油！

不是男朋友的男朋友

2010-05-04T12:54:00.000+08:00

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，她没有要你等她。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

她有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。

她遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮她，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心她，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做她的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
她永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当她那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。

不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···

有些人，有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···

真爱_____

2010-01-23T14:35:00.003+08:00

爱可以恒久，因为彼此坚信。
爱可以信任，因为彼此守信。
只有守信，爱才可以恒久。
记住当你为对方戴上戒指承诺他/她不论有病无病，富贵贫穷，都会一生一世爱护对方，保护对方。
记住，说了，就要守信 ... 才会有真爱。

Thousands tonnes of love_______

2010-01-23T13:28:00.002+08:00

Hey my loves one...

Sorry for the extremely lack of update in here! Omg! I just realized something ! I haven't been blogging for almost 4 months ! Miss me miss me? I'm sure you all do, cause i miss you all toO. Seriously i do.

Life is like flowing water. Unpredictable. Sometimes as smooth as lake on a still day ; sometimes it's as toilsome as a war.

But for me, nothing special.

I'm currently taking Bachelor in Engineering in Swinburne University Kuching, but honestly, I miss life in Taylors! Especially in SS15. Friends over there! I miss you guys a lots! Do contact me when you are free. Joseph, Yean Chin, Hoong Ping, Louis, and all those E2 buddies, i miss those days we hang out together. *emo-ing now..... =(

Alright, till now then, will be update on my life soon.

signing off..
kido.yingchao
xoxo.

0919

2009-09-19T23:16:00.005+08:00

尼古丁麻痹了思绪
想你了
你在哪？

where are you?

2009-09-14T15:13:00.001+08:00

不知為什麼
"愛情遊民"的網誌關閉了
每天看他的網誌都會有很多感觸
只是也不知為什麼它關閉了
或許他在忙
或許他正在著手做一些別的事
但希望不久的將來
能再見他的新作品

我還在找

今天無意瞄到有人似乎知道他的消息

可是我現在想要找到那篇文章卻不見

印象中

他是因為感情關掉無名

是真的嗎

我真的很想知道真正的答案

可是這像個沉入大海中的一個疑問

遊民如果你一直有看到大家的呼喊

可以給個聲音讓我們知道你是平安

必竟你帶給我們許多回憶及省思

090909?

2009-09-09T14:17:00.001+08:00

One of my bestie finally in a relationship with his love one...
Hope they can be together will forever... =)
You should thx me, for putting QiiZ as one of my featured friends in fs huh? If not, i dun thk u two will know each other... lolx!

Louis & Qiiz

昨天晚上突然非常的想您,拿手機了....但我怕会打扰你,

很累, 终与睡着了...

從那天到今天, 我们已经少接触了...因为我知道你很忙

我好想妳, 妳知道嗎 ?

少了妳, 變得好安靜了..

我都会想之前跟妳聊天時候的內容, 也常常躺在椅子上想妳..

我通常都会乱乱想, 你对我说，不要乱想...想你就好~

但我很想知道你在想什么...

我一直告诉自己在消失之前, 要好好珍惜现在的妳..

未来的回忆, 发生过的事情都会刻骨铭心

我已经在珍惜..

时间突然静止，停格在那一瞬间

那个画面，那张—两个人走过的背影

原来，我还在

而你，也还在......希望你是真心的

其实我要的只是..你送我的爱

Completely adapted from回忆..

Sorry bro, for copy the article u wrote, but i like it, really match my feeling for this long...

A word for you, precious what you have now, dun thk so much...
Jia you~

19.8.2009

2009-08-19T09:17:00.000+08:00

I've lost my passion on blogging.

.future? i'm lost.

2009-07-04T13:46:00.001+08:00

今天中午和媽咪吵架

我在和朋友通過即時通討論該選讀什麽科系
她突然就站在門口
破口就大罵
說我都已經沒有心要念書了
還討論什麽？
還說我每次都出街出到很遲囘
我承認這是我不對
但是
說我沒有心要念書
那就錯了

媽
我需要的是你們的意見
給予我信心
你這個兒子缺乏的就是自信
我對未來很迷惘
我真的不知道要念什麽
該説是能念什麽
對不起
去年在taylor時沒有很用功
沒能拿到很好的成績
完成念牙醫的志願
我很沒用

對不起.

我只會弄你們不開心
尤其是你,我愛的你.....
我常弄你不開心吧
因爲我的情緒化

....今晚沒有得失眠
因爲明天得載弟妹去補習
T_____T

晚安~

我们要学会珍惜要珍惜爱情
不要把真心当作游戏

我们要学会珍惜要珍惜自己
不要再让下个爱你的人殇心

还记不记得那天好聚好散
我好心要递面纸给你你却爱面子不拿

我们之间还有多少心里的话
三杯黄汤下肚之后再继续说吧

与其说我们都是过来人
不如说我们都曾经当过烂人

不得不承认我们都不是乖宝宝好学生
可是不代表不能进化成更好的人

一起努力过曾经追求过的梦
不管过了多久都牢记在心中

不需再多说一个拥抱就够
我的眼神只有你懂它代表什么

一起在岁月里面酌不完的酒
不管现在未来我们成不成功

此刻的拥有是我的身边
还有你们这些朋友

.let's start from here.

2009-07-04T04:15:00.000+08:00

有人抽煙是為了思念
有人抽煙是一種沉淪
有人抽煙只是因為一種習慣

而我抽煙是為了麻痹

它麻痹了我的腦子
麻痹想念你的絕望......

當灰色的氣體吸入我的肺中
我就再沒有多余思念的空間給自己。

當灰色的憂郁吐出來
我竟能借以甩掉那留在腦子里的背影

我上癮了

沉迷在可以不去想念你的時間

沉迷在失去自我的空間

天空陰陰沉沉窗外整片灰色的陰影
與灰煙融合飄搖在半空中

而后再消散無蹤我想
我是對這種感覺上癮了

一種失去依歸的游離感

...Janet.筱瑜™

神經了

中邪了

現在是淩晨四點鐘

我竟然剛做完家務來

再次失眠

沒事做，就去掃地抹地

整理客廳，弟弟妹妹的書桌

還把食用水煮足來. =.="

完成后都覺得很不可思議

*汗~

今天bbq后的狀況不是很好

心情受到不小的打擊

很不開心

很莫名其妙

很想哭

抱歉，我又吸煙了...

我沒有不要過去陪你

我和一班朋友在一起

當天是我當司機

要去哪不是我自己能決定的

若我自己單獨駕車

我一定過去陪你

再説

我真的不是很喜歡去isabella

因爲在那遇到認識的人的機會很大

不管是喜歡的，討厭的

都有很大機會在那碰面

*古晉真的很小，夜生活除了clubbing，yumchar的地方也不見得多

我也沒有小氣

當時我並沒有因爲什麽而生氣你

我沒有

問你和我聊信息會不會悶

並不是在影射你的敷衍

不明白爲何你會說和我聊天很sien?

說你不想聊，因爲擔心會得罪我?

我不明白..

到頭來

今天，對你的了解沒有增加

因爲基本上

我們都沒有真正的聯絡

我了解

我的性格真的有些問題

我會改過

對不起!

請不要不理我

已經沒有勇氣再被同樣的手法擊退了　

不知不覺已經進入july了

才月頭就已經有三位朋友生日 xD

七月二號

.康泰.

19嵗咯

Happy Birthday!

七月三號

evelyn.慧慧

也是19嵗咯 ^^

Happy Birthday!

七月四號

cherlin.tzia

18 year old ady

no more underage huh? xD

祝你們生日快樂

雖然其中的已經沒了聯係

但很高興你曾經進入過我的生命中

留下的回憶是珍貴的

已經5點多了

我是超人嗎

嚴重的睡眠不足

造成右眼袋腫了個肉球

*丑死~

T_____T

好个失眠的夜晚
不
该说早晨了
时间漂白了很多无谓的所有
唯独某些曾深刻感动的回忆

,sleepless night.

2009-07-03T05:35:00.000+08:00

第二晚的失眠 xD
大家都在熟睡當中了
我卻在飃來飃去
我是指在網絡世界中游離啦

生活過得真的很煩悶
去臺灣升學的計劃已經泡湯了
計劃改變
選擇了土木工程系
說真的
我還不知道這是不是個對的選擇
還是我該選擇生物科技
朋友們
給點意見好嗎 :'(

或許
我根本不是念這些科系的料
是不是應該選擇一些比較屬於藝術性的科目
我也不知道

你說
我應該要在office工作的
呵呵
我也不懂
我的未來
我沒有個概念
一切順其自然吧

剛才的剛才和你通了電話
打到我credit剩rm0.02
說真的
還真不想就這樣挂斷 T___T
開始想念了。
是時候等拿到學生証后
去申請一個digi campus pack了 xD

該去躺一躺了
至少讓眼睛休息休息
明天晚上還有function呢
朋友生日，有bbq
^^

...晚安...

.Let me heal your wound.

2009-07-02T05:33:00.004+08:00

已經是清晨五點多了
但我還是沒有絲毫的睡意
沒辦法入睡
腦子裏一大堆的事情飛來飛去的

到陽臺去透氣
點了一支煙
想讓自己腦袋麻痹一陣
乘機睡下
但還是失敗了
還是睡不下

原諒我
我又失眠了
我又吸煙了
好想念你

我會陪你放下這一切
就算到了最後
我得到的是一無所有
我也不在乎
只要生命中有你的陪伴
有我陪伴你的這段回憶存在就夠了
我不會要求很多
只要我感覺我存在的價值就足夠了

我說到，我就要做到
別為我煩心
你扛住的包袱已經夠大夠重了
我不想加重它
別害怕我會傷心難過
和你經歷過的
這真的算不了什麽

快六點了
是時候躺下來裝睡了
家人就快起身了
被發現我還在電腦前
肯定找死 xD

.....天亮說晚安

loving u

2009-05-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the damnly dead blog
will be updated soon!

Thinking of you.♥.

2009-05-06T23:35:00.003+08:00

Hey loves...

Sorry for the dead blog.

I'm here again.
Wake up at 8 today, quite miracle as usually i don't wake up that early, i mean, automatically, not woken up by someone. Gong gong came just after i wake up, he want me to drive him down to town to take medicine. He made an appointment with the doctor and need to reach there by 10.
Done my house-chores and drive Gong gong to town.

Had a nice chat with Gong gong. He told me many things, advised me to study hard if really have the chance to study at Taiwan.

公公：“阿超啊，你有空要看看书喔，不然去台湾忘记怎么念书了哦！” 我：“嗯，我有。有看买回来的课本”（很不好意思，其实很少看）

公公：“你在路上驾车要小心啊，驾车若没有要割车就驾左边去。还有，小心别遇到路霸啊，如果不小心撞到人家的车，不要硬硬和他吵，和他好好的说，先打给你的四伯啊（四伯是jpj）。如果遇到有人不爽你割车，他瞪你，你不要看他。好好的驾你车，让路给他先过就好.........”

It's nice to chat with Gong gong, he told me many things about his past. When passed through many places in Kuching, he said that there are very big difference compare with 20yeas before. Especially the number of vehicles on road.

After back home, my nightmare started. Why i say that? Look at the pictures below and you will understand why. God damn it. =.="

Nah, know what is this fish named? 黑苍鱼咯.... 我处理过白苍，没什么问题，可是这个.... =.="
It's scales are FUCKING DAMN MANY!!! AND DAMN TINY!!! DAMN HARD TO REMOVE!!! WTF!!!
I very dulan lo when cleaning the fish. Zzzz

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Btw, today is Jie Yi's birthday, remember him? The one who took the damn sohai and kuso pictures with me on the other day. The lengzai. ^^

Went to celebrate JieYi's birthday with the gang. Lucas, Alex, Syen, Fuifui, LeeNa, and LiXuan. Ate steambot at MyHouse Steambot (杏花村火锅） near Jalan Pending.

After dinner, headed to Jalan Song
Photo session...

Richard and Colly came and joined us.

Candid shot.

The lovely birthday boy and his birthday cake.

Cute!? ^^

The Fantasy 4 during secondary school, glad that we are together again.

Say "cheese"!!!!

Had a happy and unforgetful moment with them. I love all my friends.

Me and Colly

Sigh, this post should be written and post by 6th of May, but due to many reason, now only i post up. Sorry for the late update!

Posted on 30th May, but the date i have adjust to meet the date of the event happened.

Signing off.

Synchronizing with loves.♥

2009-05-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

泡了杯何人可晚安凉茶，我又坐在电脑前面潜水了，毫无目的的闲逛，心情没有很复杂。好啦，继续写我的网志，让无聊的我报告一下我无聊又平淡的生活呗~ 若无聊的你们，不嫌弃这无聊的文章，欢迎光临。 ^^

Hello loves,

My day started with a gust of stinking and disgusting lacquer paint. My home is currently renovating, all the walls are repainted including the roof. Can't really stand the smell, wondering if i keep on smelling the lacquer, i might get nose cancer very soon.

Today is tuesday, as usual, have to go to town, helping daddy to be his office boy. Mission for today, went to Lembaga Hasil to pay daddy and company's income tax, then went Public Bank to bank in money to kor kor, then went Sarawak Veternarian Department to buy some permit thingy. Lastly, went to Natural Avenue and Allianz Insurance company to hand in something. Zzzz, if like normal time, i'm alone to do these all thingy, but today quite special, Richarh was so kind to acompany me while he's having offday every tuesday. Thx ya bro.

Bumped up with Sharon while paying the income tax, pity her, same as me, helping her daddy. But she is the office girl, not boy. Lolz

Went for a supper with Richard after i done all my jobs at KFC. Got 25% discount cuz he have the member card. ^^

Drive him home at 7 as he have to prepare to go Wenwen's birthday dinner.

Happy 20th Birthday ya Wenwen. ^^
Nah, sing a birthday song for you, as i can't make it to your birthday dinner.

Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to WenWen
Happy birhtday to you.
Wooooot~

P/s, takde sound la, u sing out yourself k? lolx.

She is my new friend who i just know few weeks ago. Richard intro to me. She's a nice girl though. And hawt. lolx.
*Helping you to promo. hahaha
Anyway, happy birthday to you AGAIN!!!

Ohya, before i forgot, tomorrow is 6th of May, it's my bestie, Jie Yi birthday, as a OC, I have to plan where to go to celebrate for him. Update with pictures will be post on tomorrow night! Hopefully la, if im not that tired. Hehe.... Pls looking forward for the update ya.

Thx for supporting my blog.

所谓的爱情，
是从小小的关心开始
当关心逐渐萌芽后
会开始对于他的所有事情产生好感
及时有关他的事情已经了解
但对他的好感和疑问却不曾减少
你的身边是否有这样的人呢？
如果出现了，就代表着某个人在向你传达他的爱意。

---------摘自恋爱的142堂课.

Signing off.

Once been hurt, the wound never heal.♥

2009-05-05T12:01:00.003+08:00

Hello loves..

I'm here again. ^^

Wake up at 8-ish. Gong Gong came and wake me up. Was told to go bank in, and remind me to bring Wai Gong Wai Po, Xiao Jiu and Xiao Jiu mu to airport at 10.

Felt damn tired cause had a bad time last night, can't sleep. Msg her, no reply, slept dy i know.
Got myself washed and dressed up. Done the housework, as usual. After that cleaned the car, put on the P sticker onto it as i seldom drive my daddy's favourite Benz.

Went to RHB, this is my work that i do every monday and thursday, damn crowded there, took a number and passed the money to the banker, told her that i will come to collect the bank in slip afterward. Quite familiar to them ady, cuz i always come here. ^^

Went to Wai Gong's house, drive them to airport and msged her. At last reply, but the tone sound very cold. Sigh...
Drive home to prepare lunch after that.

虽然你说没关系
但我了解，你对我已经少了那份好感
你说，一切顺其自然
我想，已经顺不到很自然的爱情部份
对于我
你不再相信我
一切都是我自找吧
我该死

At night, drive didimeimei to 7th mile tuition, drive the damn blue range rover, really scare it will break down like the previous white one. Somemore, the radio in the car can't function, damn boring driving that car. Mum don't let me drive the Benz. Zzzz~

While waiting the two finish tuition, went to airport starbuck alone, online there, alone. I'm alone, once again.

Wondering what is the real name of this bean? Mum asked me and Zhang Yao to pick it. Preparing for the soup tomorrow.

Damn tired today, not enough sleep, so i decided to sleep earlier. Nightz loves.

不安，单恋，邂逅
以及
那些遗憾的瞬间

signing off.

Only if the past can be changed. ♥

2009-05-03T00:44:00.004+08:00

倘若时光能够倒流...
倘若历史可以重写.....
我想让你知道.....
我并没有玩弄你的感情.....

Dizzy day and unlucky day. WTF!

Waken up by mum just before 7am. Walao eh, i slept at 3-ish yesterday night, having very deep panda-ish eyes today. Mission for today started at 7.30am. Drive didi meimei for malay tuition in town.

Reached there by 8.15. Messaged her and asked her whether she need me to fetch her to work or not cuz don't want her to drive back at late night, quite dangerous. Fetched her at 9sth and headed to Kenyalan shopping complex.

After that yumchar at Crown.

*The place where the unwanted incident happened. Sigh.....

....我真的不想解释很多...
....解释好像在掩饰什么...
....而我没有在掩饰什么...
....你要相信我就相信我...
....你不相信我,也没办法...

Drive home at 11sth, Alex called, asking me for badminton session at Arena Court. Went to fetch Richard. But then the fucking damn lauzy car suddenly mati near his shop, cannot ignite the engine at all! WTF!

Luckily Richard's father is a mechanic, he helped to change the car battery and told me the problem need to be solved a.s.ap. Drive home slowly without switching the air-cond on cuz scare it might use up the car battery. Something wrong with the bearing causing the car cannot be charged. Zzzz~
Nearly accident. Felt damn dizzy and moody. *I'm still in one piece. don't worry.

Went to pick some coconut and prepared coconut drinks for family, quite refreshing. ^^

7sth, mum drive me to 17th mile and met up with JinJin, follow his car and went to pick Richard and JinWen at Sentosa. Headed to Crown to fetch Colly as well. Planned to go for movie but cancelled. Went to Kado for yamchar. Had my proper meal for today there.
*Didn't eat for breakfast and lunch.

Sorry Richard, i'm not in the mood, that's why. Sigh~ Tell me what should i do, to let her believe in me once again?

失去联络满长一段时间的小雨竟然“奇迹”般的找我聊天，我会说奇迹，因为我根本没有想过她还会记得我。这至少，是今天唯一能让我感到欣慰的事吧.

p/s. M3iyee sorpoh把我的阿瓜照拿去edit, 听说还弄到满美的？她msn男生朋友都说很美，我炸到！期待明天看到你的作品咯傻婆！

失。眠
躺久了总会睡着的
而人
爱久了，却不一定是你的

不爱，也是一种爱。

大家晚安~
美梦~
signing off
2.55 am
2009年5月4日

Hold me tight, i can't effort to lose u ♥

2009-05-02T17:51:00.001+08:00

Boring day indeed. Woken up by my damn annoying sister, *with her damn annoying voice. (eakkkkk~)

Mum asked me to go to Grandpa's farm to pick some "Fire Dragon Fruit" (火龙果). And found out this.
*I think the squirrels in my area must be very healthy, and never suffer from constipation, nearly 95% of the F.D.Fruit were eaten! Wondering how they climb up the plant, as it's full of thorns. =.="

.....Know what's that onot?

Went to town with daddy, and met up with mummy and didi mei mei for dinner with at Imperial Duck by LokTian. Food were delicious, just that the quantity, not so satisfied. *forget to take any pic, tsk!

After dinner, back home with mum, daddy go enjoy his Saturday night. Mum dropped me at Siburan there, met up with Jie Yi, Wei Yiet, Alex, Sze Yian and Fui Fui, went yumchar. Chit-chatting, enjoying the time with 'em.

Bumped up with Lucas, something really complicated, caused him didn't sat down and join us.

Back home at about 11-ish. Alex, Jie yi and Wei Yiet want to play dotA, didn't join them, Jie Yi fetched me home.

p/s, do i look like gay in this pic? Mum said so. sob...

Girl, i purposely don't want answer ur call, sorry, not in the mood.
Maybe...
Because of you.

.Signing off.

Life is a crazy ride and nothing is guaranteed ♥

2009-05-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hello loves,

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Today is Labour day, though so called Labour Day, not every one is having their holiday. Plan ruined, can't go for movie with her, thinking of mating Jie Yi and Wan Jun failed.
*tsk tsk!
Honestly, i'm not very happy with the result, but i have to respect Jie Yi's decision and accept him.

Thought it's going to be a boring day, then by 6pm, Alex called out and ask me to go Kuching to meet up, as he just back from Matriculation at Labuan days before. Called Jie Yi and ask him to drive cuz my car suddenly low battery, can't stand, he is taking his labour day leave too. =.="

Fetched Fui-Fui, Sze Yian and Lee Na and went to town. Lotsa lame stuff happened thou. Alex drive his own car with his gf, he went for movie, couple world, so we decided not to disturb them yet.

Went to tHe Spring shopping mall, bumped into Wan Jun while we watching the Spring-Summer fashion show 2009.

p/s, one of the model is damn freaking HOT! omg~ Nose-bleeding. Regret didn't take any pic.

Lepak around the mall, crowded, mega sales around.

Alex called when he finished the movie, decided to yamchar + dinner at Kado. Left tHe Spring and fetched Li Sian.
Finally met up with Alex. Eating, chit-chatting, laughing, having fun time.

Alex and his gf, Shu Teng leaf earlier as the girl had curfew and need to back home as early as posible.

Went to Malaysia-China Friendship Park at Jalan Song after the dinner.
Being sohai for hours there....

Pictures.
p/s. really damn kuso and sohai.

Spring-Summer Fashion Week 2009. xP

We took many pictures there, almost didn't waste any time there. Quite many people hanging around the park, but we were too muka tebal and keep on zilian-ing.

(From the back) : Fui Fui
(Middle) : Sze Yian, Jie Yi
(Front) : Li Sian, Lee Na, kido

Nah, back home at 12-ish.
Teeheeee.... that's all for today.

Signing off
kido.

I need you. ♥

2009-04-14T17:56:00.022+08:00

Hello loves,

Photos of trip around Sarawak last month, school holidays. Nah, lazy to write anything.

The motel we lived

Beach

Brunei's kopitiam

The 6 stars hotel in Brunei

The brunei Village above the water .
.
.

Another beach

Night view without edit, Bintulu

.
.
.

That's all, with love. Captured and edited by myself. niCe?

Signing off.

Bla bla bla...

2009-04-04T17:33:00.004+08:00

(non-edit)
cut my hair short, back part i mean, a lil bit bob head.

Hey there my loves.

Blog, will be updated soon.
I'm exhausted
Had my IELTS test this morning
Wish me luck and pray for me to get higher band!

Girl, i miss you lots.

Urgent

2009-03-24T01:00:00.001+08:00

征求

长高的方法！
快点教我啦！！！！

等一个人的咖啡

2009-03-11T19:30:00.006+08:00

如果爱情里的难听的“对不起”能用“我想你”来替代
那，我宁愿孤独一个人也不想听见你说“我想你”..

*....我又单恋了

现在的我，
手里的汤匙正胡乱搅拌着浮在咖啡上的奶晕，
金属与马克杯的瓷缘合奏出没有章法的敲击声，
叮叮叮当，当叮当叮。
就好像我现在的心情，没有节奏，
却很想表达些什么。

好像已经成为了习惯，
每逢有牙医appointment的日子
或得帮爹地跑腿办事的日子
很自然的
手中握着的驾驶盘
好像已经事先设定好的那样
往熟悉的方向开去
抄同样的小路
坐在同样的位子
喝这一个人的咖啡

寂寞的我在寂寞的下午
寂寞的想着不寂寞的你
寂寞的风
寂寞的雨
寂寞地数着每个不寂寞的路人
而寂寞的下午
寂寞地泡在咖啡因里面

等一个人的咖啡
我在等待一个她的出现
陪伴我喝完这杯拿铁
让寂寞的马克杯不用再寂寞地陪着寂寞的我

究竟我等的那一个人
几时才会出现
陪我喝杯咖啡呢
天晓得

莫怪我花心
莫怪我爱搞暧昧的性格
我只是习惯了有个特别的人陪伴，有人陪我喝咖啡的日子

许多爱情小说开宗明义都说了
恋爱最甜蜜的部分就是暧昧
那种状况不明
彼此猜测的过程
往往让人脸红心跳
往往叫人连做梦都无法忘记每次说话时的紧张。

虽然
大多和我有暧昧的女生
都不曾和我见过面
但那区区几封的短讯
都能让我开心
让我怀念好长一段时间

或许
我是个很怀念过去的人吧
某些人的短讯
我都会留住
收藏在手机短讯信箱内
偶尔，不开心时，打开来看看
都能让我心里疏解了不少
虽然，大部分的短讯对象
都已经离我而去
但，值得回忆的部分当然得留住
也许，我只是怀念那一段的过去吧

回忆
就像经年累月的拼图游戏
不管散落在地上的碎片有多少
持之以恒
总是能逐一捡拾回来
砌成原来完整的模样
总会到那一刻的

记忆的拼图不是死的
记忆是逐渐累加
越来越多
越来越复杂

一边要努力回忆起旧的部分
一边又要把握正在渐渐成为生命的那部分

玩过拼图的人都知道
复杂的图形反而容易砌成
因为每一块都是那么的独特
很快就能知道它应放置的座标

而越是简单的图形
例如蔚蓝的天空或青翠的草地
往往都让人想破了头才能拼成

所以我始终相信
我和她们的回忆
虽然只是淡淡的暧昧
简简单单的只是通过科技产品的联络
却是很珍贵，很难得的
因为，它犹如蔚蓝的天，青翠的草，是拼图游戏中最难完成的部分

因为每一片的记忆都太朴直，单纯，
让人许久都搞不明白上一块和下一块之间的关系
就像暧昧中的我们
永远都搞不清楚彼此的关系
暧昧不清的关系
虽然是那么的让人摸不着头
却带着淡淡的甜蜜

逐渐见底的马克杯啊
辛苦你了
寂寞的陪伴了我整个下午
多亏有你
让寂寞的我，在寂寞的下午
没有那么的寂寞
谢谢你马克杯
希望下次来找你时
你不再是孤单的陪我
而是也有个伴
陪着我，和我的她

broken strings

2009-03-07T20:44:00.001+08:00

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you,
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking,
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train when it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell something that ain’t real
Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late (too late)

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain’t real
Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

美丽de音符

2009-03-07T18:52:00.001+08:00

如果人生是一望无际的大海,
那么挫折则是骤然翻起的浪花。
如果人生是一片湛蓝的天空,
那么失意则是一朵飘浮的淡淡的云。

如果说人生是一首优美的乐曲,
那么痛苦则是一个不可缺少的音符。

一个人的咖啡

2009-03-07T16:14:00.006+08:00

如果生活可以伪装，
我宁愿也戴着一副面具生活着

我想，我应经渐渐适应了一个人的生活模式
自己一个人坐在咖啡馆
喝着自己一个人份的咖啡
坐上整天都无所谓
因为
我一直是一个人的生活着

我了解
这样说
多那些关心我的朋友们很不公平
毕竟
我其实不是自己一个人
我其实还有他们的陪伴

但是
原谅我
有时候
有些习惯是没那么容易改变的

整群朋友一起时
我可以很合群的
但有时
我很想拥有只有两个人的时光
原谅我

是时候习惯一个人的生活了
要相信自己是可以生存的
我不可以不甘寂寞
不可以在不甘一个人的日子
渐渐喜欢上自己坐在咖啡馆的时间
可以呆上整个下午的时间

手机不再出现你的名字
长长的信息对象也不再有
传短讯的对象也不再是怀念的你
是时候
打猎了
呵呵！

*和最好的朋友友情有了裂痕，告诉我，我该怎么补救？我懂，是我的错，对不起，好吧，我答应你我不再找她聊天，虽然你未要求，但是我的决定，原谅我好吗....一失足，我失去了两个好朋友.

...

2009-03-02T19:48:00.003+08:00

我和容易爱上一个人，我，算是花心的人吗
我专情但不专一，那我，算是花心的人吗
我几乎和所有有好感的女子搞暧昧，那我，算是个花心的人吗

这就是血淋淋，赤裸裸的我

那你，还接受这样一个我吗

.你多了解我.

2009-02-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

---失去也许才会知道曾经的拥有是如此的美好---

朋友，你多了解我？
在你的认识中
我是个怎样的人？
告诉我，用comment告诉我
而不是在C-box，好吗？

别问我哪一方面
全方位的
你认识中的我
告诉我，好吗

Dear blog readers
In your opinion, what kind of person i'm?
tell me please
write your words in comment box, not in C-box, k?

Don't ask me in what way i want to know about it
Just write out.
.Thx.

.到底谁是笨蛋.

2009-02-15T20:32:00.001+08:00

听说，红色是思念；
因为思念让心胀红，让人憔弱。

听说，蓝色是忧郁；
因为忧郁让心泛蓝，让人碎意。

我了解红色，也了解蓝色。
因为我常思念，也常忧郁。

有朋友说，
我的部落格中的“你”，
好混乱，
根本抓不着我所谓的那个“她”到底是谁。

好，
是时候好好交代清楚了吧

我承认，
从西马回来古晋，
我谈了一场感情，
好短的一段，
短到自己都有点措手不及。

或许，那一段根本就不算是什么吧
也许根本就是自己的一厢情愿

“她”，一个认识已近四年的女孩子
之前的契妹，如今的陌生人
我真的不知道为什么会搞到今天这样的地步
是因果论的结果吗？
我始终相信，自己得到报应了。

但我还是不明白
这样算不算分手
虽然我不懂我们到底有没有在一起过?
好乱，好烦，好痛

昨天的甜蜜，今天的冷漠
变得好快
我接受不来

你应该万万没有想到
我们会有共同的朋友吧
听说
你埋怨自己没人要，
埋怨自己喜欢的人不喜欢你
埋怨自己不喜欢的人却喜欢你

诠释你的话后
得到的结论是
我是你不喜欢的人
因为我喜欢你
我答对了吗

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忘了有多久的时间我把自己给自闭了谁也不找谁的信息也不回像是封闭想了好多事越想越纳闷呵…… 我似乎在我身上再寻找爱情的踪迹但是失败了我好像是个没了感觉的人找不回那感觉不再爱了 ……

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这是你blog上写的
很伤真的很伤
我跌的好痛

当初，
是你问我
能帮你找回失去的那份感觉吗
我才开始和你在一起的

既然你不喜欢我
为什么让我牵你的手
为什么让我碰你
为什么让我亲吻你
这不是情侣的举动吗
为什么，你不喜欢我，却让我做这些行为？

我们这样算分手吗？
我不懂
你什么都没说
已经有一个月没有联络了

固执的我
始终不敢打电话给你
因为我觉得，既然你都不愿回复我的短讯了
电话里更是没什么好说的
只是满满的尴尬
不是吗

昨天是情人节
你过的好吗
有朋友说，你和弟弟一起过
^^

我
参加了朋友举办的单身派对
满快乐的
但我觉得
和你过应该会更快乐吧

始终不明白你离开的原因
是因为我太多女性朋友吗
还是，如你所说的，对我没有感觉？
你说的怀念两年前
到底是指什么
你对他恋恋不忘吗
是不是那个*程

好吧
我想我该释怀了
不该那么的执著了
不是我的，始终不会是我的

分手快乐
*我爱的你~

*朋友们，你不了解我的世界
我是个怎样的人
未来的日子
我会让你们知道的
我会把我的故事写出来

到时候，你们要讨厌我还是接受我
都是你们的抉择

.tuning to.
-the best of me by daniel powter-

.最幸福的事.

2009-02-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

欢迎搭乘思念客运，
我们现在即将从回忆出发，
沿着遗憾，
一直走到青春，
左转往事达到纪念日，
接着会经过失落和舍得

你撑著雨伞
接我那次
已经足够我
记得一辈子
我懂后来你
不是不坚持

爱情本来就没万无一失
泪水离开了
你的手指
那不如让它留在这信纸

我想女孩子
最贴心的事
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事
当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰
让我们像当时拥抱最后一次

最幸福的事
吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势

为挚爱的人
在左边心口保留位置
是最幸福的事

然后，
从懂事离开，
上行珍惜公路，
直达沧海桑田，
我们要追逐祝福的潮水

可惜爱不是
童话故事
不能够永远
依赖著王子

再难过其实
只剩两个字
我怎麼忍心
为难你解释

那一阵子有你
美的不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑著静止

我最幸福的事
牵著你的日子
一段爱从开始
即使分开我们都对彼此诚实

最幸福的事
对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起那时
那天和你傻笑著认识
是最幸福的事

一起，
往温柔前进，
最后，
抵达目的地

爸爸，
妈妈，
你们好吗？
我已经长大了。
你们听到我的声音了吗？
能成为你们的女儿，
是我最幸福的事

by 梁文音

*我看了这首歌的MV后，竟然哭了，好感人的一支MV.

好好珍惜身边拥有的一切吧
免得失去了才来后悔
情人节快乐

.random.

2009-02-08T20:00:00.001+08:00

Hi!
i'm kidO

.缺席.

2009-02-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

你..埋葬了我们的爱情..
我..埋葬了我的未来..

爱情.. 那么残酷..
就这样吧..

愛.. 只剩下軀殼.. 為什麼還不放手卻拉扯..?
是我.. 不甘心還是不捨.. 為何我還在固執的拔河..?

其實我.. 真的很難過.. 只是難過都淪為沉默..
可能我.. 真的不懂得.. 讓你更快樂..

我想和你在一起.. 卻在你未來缺席..
給你的愛.. 那些美麗.. 已長成藤蔓纏著我的生命..
在你的未來缺席.. 像是一齣劇本.. 未完待續..
預留伏筆.. 把未完成從容繼續..
如果還有如果.. 就算瞬間老去毫不猶豫..

愛.. 是不是都一樣.. 無論多漫長.. 終究曲終人散..?
可是.. 我不想因為不敢.. 卻步沮喪.. 然後半途收場..

其實我.. 真的很難過.. 只是難過都淪為沉默..
可能我.. 真的不懂得.. 讓你更快樂..

我想和你在一起.. 卻在你未來缺席..
給你的愛.. 那些美麗.. 已長成藤蔓纏著我的生命..
在你的未來缺席.. 像是一齣劇本.. 未完待續..
預留伏筆.. 把未完成從容繼續..
如果還有如果.. 擁抱妳不猶豫..

能不能將你的樣子都忘掉.. 捨不捨得愛.. 讓我控制不了..
只想要.. 把你擁抱..

其實愛上一個人沒有解藥..
我的靜脈流著愛陪你到老..
原來我.. 還會微笑..

我真的想和你在一起.. 卻在你未來缺席..
在你的未來缺席.. 像是一齣劇本.. 未完待續..
預留伏筆.. 把未完成從容繼續..
如果還有如果.. 就算瞬間老去毫不猶豫..

爱情始终是苦涩的..
虽然我曾经拥有过.. 也珍藏过..

.想念?.

2009-02-02T20:52:00.001+08:00

Chloe aka meow...

Happy Birthday!
17 years old dy.
^^
祝你幸福
.你也许是我目前喜欢过，追求过，但没有在一起过，最美的女子了.

.I miss you.

.新年感想 II.

2009-01-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

.大年初二.

初一在家，所以初二理所当然的和家人一起出拜年。都是去爹地的朋友家，和叔叔伯伯家。

当晚堂哥约一起去看电影，看了《赤壁2》。本人连第一部都没有看过，就去看第二部，却没有感觉没头没尾的。蛮不错看的一部电影，很为华人电影感到骄傲哦！

还有还有，金城武超级帅到不行！小乔也是！美到不行！哈哈！

*我想你。

.大年初三.

今天本来说好一大早就出的，昨天当了一整天的乖乖仔呆在家，本来应该疯出去和朋友混在一起的，不知怎么的却在家直到下午三四点才出，好浪费。朋友说好中午回来，却让我等了一整个下午，应该就是我浪费时间的原因吧！

今天的第一站，是死党阿杰的家。之后我们一群人到处拜年。

基本上就是拜年拜年拜年，和夜晚的赌博。过新年嘛，就是这样子，不是吗？
哈哈~

*忘了今天是在谁家赌博了，不好意思，因为隔了那么久没有update blog，有些东西已经忘记了。
**你还是没有理我.

.大年初四.

呆在家，晚上很奇迹的和父母去拜年，哥哥和弟弟们都各自有节目。
被爹地妈咪的朋友称赞，说我乖，那么大了还愿意跟父母去拜年，而没有自己的节目。我有点怀疑是真心的称赞呢？还是在亏我没有朋友约啊？呵呵~

爹地朋友的女儿和儿子都好可爱！看得出将来长到后都是帅哥美女哦

*以上都是废话，因为我不知道要写些什么了.
**我还是很像你.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Sorry, 不写了，好吗？
其实，就算我再怎么想把我的新年感想写得很开心很精彩，可是我还是办不到，始终都不觉得有什么好开心的，我词穷，找不到开心的字词来表达。对不起，还是emo了。

*已经没有你的消息好一段时间了。

.新年感想.

2009-01-31T20:10:00.000+08:00

今年的农历新年..
抱歉..
我一丁点的期待与愉快的感觉也没有..
说不上为什么..
就是快乐不起来..
也没有让我快乐的理由..
但年始终都得过..
自己不开心的心情也不可以感染到其他人..

嗯，写写今年新年我是怎么过的吧~

.除夕夜.
和往常一样，每一年的除夕夜晚餐都是在公公家吃，所有的叔叔伯伯叔母伯母堂哥堂弟堂姐堂妹都聚在一起吃团圆饭。今年呢，唯一的不同是，没有在村子里公公的老家吃，因为公公和婆婆“分居”了！呵呵！别乱想，只是公公为了方便，搬到了他的农场住，而婆婆和小叔一家住。

公公的家，离村子比较远，所以，今年，预料中的，吃团圆饭时外头比较安静，不像往年，还未天黑，外头已经想起了噼里啪啦的炮竹声响。

我的家族算是满大的，爸爸有七个兄弟，两个姐姐，堂兄弟姐妹包括我们一家也有26++个。公公小小一个农村小屋都挤满了人，好不热闹。^^

当然，吃完团圆晚宴后，我们还是有放烟花营造那种喜节的气氛。但我比较期待的还是午夜十二点后那连续好几十分钟的烟火秀。

老实说，今年的烟火秀珍的没有持续太久，大约二十分钟后就比较安静了。犹记我还小时，每次过年欣赏的烟火秀，都可以持续一个小时或更久。也许，经融海啸影响还是有的，大家都没有太多的钱拿来烧吧！

今年..
我没有玩到仙女棒，真的超不爽的~

*除夕夜，往年我和哥哥都会守岁到很夜才睡，今年，我竟然在客厅沙发上睡着了。
**我好想你，发给你的新年祝福，你也没有回复..
***也许你，就是让我没有新年该有的愉快的原因吧..我不否认.

.大年初一.
嗯，基本上呢，我们家大年初一都没有出门，都是在家，等客人来拜年。通常亲戚们也是今天来，今年我家比较热闹，不懂为什么，以往年的经验来说，不会那么热闹的，也许是因为我家比较难找，而且离市镇比较远吧！

经过往年的经验，新年来临前，我已经提醒妈咪，别买太多吃的，因为反正也不会有太多人来。所以今年准备招待的食品也没有很多，都是那些比较‘畅销’，比较多人吃的食物，还有妈咪的神秘东东。她日本买回来的小吃！别小看这些怪东西哦，可超好吃的！不到几天就完了！有几种我连吃都没有吃到呢！

我呢，都是玩晚上的，到朋友家非法聚赌！嘿嘿！今晚4点才回家。^^

*还是没有你的消息，你一定过的很好吧
**我还是很想你

p/s..其他日子的我会在继续，得下线了。

.greetings.

2009-01-25T14:45:00.002+08:00

It's a Oxen Year.
and Happy Chinese New Year everyone.

*moooooooooo~

.karma?.

2009-01-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

I know, there are some number in my contact list, no matter how many msg i send to the owner, there is always no reply. But i never give up, i msg the owner everyday, when i'm emo, i find the owner, hoping to chat with the owner, hoping to get some consultation from the owner, but i'm very sure, than anyone else, that the msg that i sent, will never get its reply from the owner. Somehow, i wonder why.

I don't know why.

I want to know why.

Please tell me why.

6661- I miss you.
2507- I miss you.
0598- I miss you.
8237- I miss you.
0225- I miss you.

*Nothing, those are the 4D numbers, go buy and u might win some cash money.

Things happen around me.

-Didi ran away from home today, whole family keep on finding him for about 2 hours plus.
-Watched "Underworld", nice movie.
-Daddy bought a Ninja King, awesome car.
-I bought one skinny, one jeans, and 3 tee for CNY.
-I lost contact with someone, once again.

.Thats all, a damn random post, meaningless.

signing off

tuning to

-Singalongsong by khalid fong-

.bye.n.bye.

2009-01-10T21:54:00.005+08:00

I cut my hair, yea, I CUT MY HAIR!
No more long fringe, hehe, and i become a little bit kawaii dy. *teehee*

Photos. ^^
*Someone say i look like girls, do i? lol.

No more long long fringe, and my left sidebern is longer than the right one, make me look like a sorgua. But i like the new hairstyle, special mar, hehe. Mum don't like it, as usual, she never agree with me. She even said, if I like fashion so much, i shouldn't take dentistry, i should simply go apply for some more artistic course like fashion design. T___T

Now, the super duple hidden photos that I never upload to net. Hehe..

Paiseh if the pictures make you vomit till death. Lol. ^^
No time to write more, will be updated soon.

.Signing off.
nightz

.往事.

2009-01-06T19:26:00.003+08:00

至： Q 小姐.

其實,他想分手...只是他不肯說出口;其實,他不愛妳...只是妳不想去面對
其實妳全部都知道....

倆個人從當初的蜜語甜言如影相隨
到分手決裂前的沉默不語若即若離
我們都知道很多的感覺都在變變的淡而無味變的比陌生人還遙遠
沒人敢打破那僵局沒人願意先說出口沒人有勇氣去面對

彼此壓抑著心裡的惶恐與不安的情緒直到脆弱的一方先潰堤

不愛的人所說的那些 "善意的謊言"
是為了掩飾自己要叛逃的罪惡感? 還是實話會怕給對方更深的傷害?

所以學會編織了美麗的藉口與謊言來原諒自己讓對方內疚
好讓對方來扛下所有的錯誤自己才能離開的問心無愧輕鬆又自在

其實
變心的是他做錯的是他不愛的也是他

有多少人在分手時說的是真心話? 把離開的原因說個明白

昧著良心的說了一大堆只是為了給自己找個好理由和藉口來逃避

在離開時還要刻意的讓對方誤認為分手是因為..."自己有多不好,自己有多麼差"

愛你時什麼都敢愛愛你愛到天會崩地會裂
不愛你時錯的都是你不好的也是你

說穿了....

不是你不好或是你有多差
只是...

他不愛你

对不起，忽视了你那么长的一段时间，说真的，你是我第一个忽视你得那么绝的女生.
我没有玩弄过你的感情，当初和你在一起时，真的真的很喜欢很喜欢你.
但距离也许真的是把爱情火苗扑灭的一桶水.
往事重提，只是突然想起我们之前有过的回忆.
*干笑*
你也不会来我的blog吧
因为你并不知道我染上了写blog的习惯

你相信因果论吗
也许
ignored了你那么久
那么的绝
我也遭到了应有的报应吧

现在的我
自觉自己是那么的孤单
想被陪伴的她
偏偏都不愿陪伴我
信息不回复
说真的
我没有勇气打电话给女生
你相信吗

分手那么久了
我还是要再次和你道歉
对不起

“沒有辦法想像那畫面
一個孤獨的背影走在小公園
一顆心需要暖一雙手需要牽
故事要有美好結局需要兩雙手來寫
永遠不是只出現在童話裡的夢
在身邊眼淚加了蜜糖甜
這句點要完美畫在無名指上
承諾的開始
戀人們要一起珍藏”

.好喜欢这句子.
.但我却辜负了.

.perpetuation.

2009-01-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

"Baby boy永遠永遠手牽手
一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得
我們要一起生活

不管晴天的時候
不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久
我們要一起生活"

眼淚她為你流過也為自己掉過
對於你們的愛她總是抱著堅強的笑容
錯過那些時間謝謝她的守候
是時候緊緊牽她的手帶她到你的城堡裡

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男：最近還好嗎想念的心開不了口
枯想著妳有沒有好好過擔心著妳每天生活

女：你好嗎最近如何照顧身體工作加油
我一個人也會勇敢好好過不讓你擔心多一秒

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想念著每天每秒我們故事每天每秒說好的事
兩個人一起散步是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使給我力量能夠堅持

那些關心問候翅膀一樣的雙手是我最幸福的所有
心裡面有你建的角落脆弱時我能夠躲一躲
妳愛我像翅膀一樣溫柔的手我要抱著妳不要再錯過
你的愛是最藍那片天空 cuz baby girl I’m coming back home

幸福少了妳在身邊不會完整
人潮中朝你走來那張可愛微笑的臉孔
這份愛不是悸動守護一輩子的感動
這段路踏著幸福的每一步一起牽著手

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男：心疼妳會睡不好總是縮在床的一角
我要回來給妳依靠哄妳看妳笑著睡著

女：照片裡你的微笑我們甜蜜得打鬧
好希望微風把思念代替我親吻你嘴角

*
*
*

陽光燦爛午後我又在街上走你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身邊到不了像個路人般看熱鬧
經過那個屬於我們的轉角走過兩個人曾經逛的街
那些店還有熟悉的畫面 oh baby girl I’m coming back home

“沒有辦法想像那畫面
一個孤獨的背影走在小公園
一顆心需要暖一雙手需要牽
故事要有美好結局需要兩雙手來寫
永遠不是只出現在童話裡的夢
在身邊眼淚加了蜜糖甜
這句點要完美畫在無名指上
承諾的開始
戀人們要一起珍藏”

.2009.

2009-01-01T23:58:00.001+08:00

再见2008年

哈咯2009年

没什么好说的

哈哈...

*Can't online at home at all, blog cannot update daily.
*By the way, I think I have decided to go Taiwan.

.piggy.

2008-12-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

.my babe pet, sO cute.

First of all, Merry Christmas!!
This is the 18th Christmas I have celebrate on. As usual, nothing special lah. No countdown, no Santa Claus, no Christmas tree, no gift.

Wake up at 9sth, be prepared to help daddy in the farm. This is our annual work, that we only work on Gawai and Christmas, as the workers all go home for celebration.

Hurt my hand during working. *painful*

Pictures, k?
I have nothing much to write on actually.

Working till 1p.m, then went home for lunch. After taking a nap, continue to work. Afternoon work is much more easier than morning one. Just chasing the piggy around. Mating season. Haha..

Didn't take any photo of their "action", quite disgusting actually.

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*
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.trying to act cool with my scooter.

*For those Muslim who view my blog, sorry if the photos make you feel uncomfortable k? This is a non-halal blog, you can make the choice. ^^

At night, parents went to relative's birthday dinner, left me and 2 brothers home. Have to gao dim our dinner ourselves. Went to town, went to Isabella. Met babe fish there. We camwhore a lots.

.my chicken chop and hot chocolate.

.kor and di.

.the stupid faces.

Left Isabella at about 11p.m. An hour later Christmas going to end, I still didn't have the feeling of celebrating Christmas, don't know why.

Tomorrow is her birthday, have to rush home earlier or else mum wouldn't let me out. Tsk tsk.

Lastly, wish myself

"Merry Christmas"

.Signing off.
.tuning to.
-Jingle Bell-

.Lonely Christmas.

2008-12-25T18:54:00.006+08:00

You always think that you are alone, but actually you are not.
You know yourself well, more than anyone else.
You know that you are popular, many guys would like to date you out.

When you are lonely, you need someone to accompany you out,
there are tonnes lots of guys in your contact list.
Just a call or a text, I'm sure there is someone who can give you a drive,
to the place you want to go.

There is always someone for you when you need them.
When you don't need them, there is always another to replace.
Just ignore that one you don't need, and talk to the one you need.

Someone said yoou don't deserved to be alone.
Yea, you don't deserve to be.
You deserved to be love, by the one you love.

Having a great Christmas eve? How great.
You never know how is it feel, when you want to go countdown,
mum still phone you asking when you back.
When you answer maybe it will be late, she would answer
"你这样还想谈要继续升学?!"
Then hang off, left you there no mood to countdown.

You wouldn't know how it feel,
cause you had a great one.

And Christmas night?
No plan
You?
I don't know.
Most probably I will know how is it from your blog the next day?
*laugh out loud*

*请不要对号入座.
*p/s I never go for Christmas countdown, yea, seriously, NEVER.
Last night? Lol, went to airport, fucking damn cold. Just went there for mcd. Haha.
Met someone special there. *wink*

*p/s Updating on today's life later on.

.tears.

2008-12-20T20:58:00.002+08:00

晚上8.42
我哭了
那么久以来，第一次哭出来
第一次哭得那么惨
老实说，我也不懂自己为什么哭
只觉得，情绪的堡垒崩塌了，就该哭出来
就是想哭

我好累，真的好累
我真的不是个坚强的人
看小说都会流泪的我
承受不了伤心难过
我不善于隐藏伤心失落的情绪
就连妈咪都拆穿了我
我好失败

没有人喜欢我
就连小baby让我抱抱几下
都会大哭得找妈妈
也没有人需要我的陪伴
就连你都不让我陪伴
不要回复我的短讯
我好失败

我想要她陪伴的女生
都不能陪伴我
突然觉得
寂寞之歌
已为我奏起

.signing off.
.tuning to.
-Stanley Huang. 明天见-

.separation.

2008-11-23T22:40:00.001+08:00

It made me sad

I want to see you,
remember again...

Mum reached KL on the 2oth, the day after my prom night. I don't have enough sleep the night before. But still, i have to rush to KL central to fetch them. Raining that afternoon, made me late. I'm sorry.

Reach KL central about 5p.m something, mum, didi and muimui already there, bring them to Bukit Bintang to find a hotel. We stayed at a small hotel behind Time Square. It's so nice.

The next day, we went to Genting. I'm responsible to be a tourist driver as mum did not plan any trip to anyway, the main aim she was here, is to bring didi and mei mei to the book fair held at The Mines mall. Went genting by taxi, fuck, cost us rm100, but the meter only reach rm30++.

.pic of me and my mui mui,
the left one just take today,
the right one taken about 2 years before,
big different huh? lol.

Daikor and Daisau coming toO, so once they reach, I went to meet my E2 classmate, they are here toO. ^^ Miss them so much, though we just meet each other days before this, during the prom night. We enjoy ourselves a lots in genting, thought it's already the 2nd time we come together, but i just really enjoy the moment be together with them.

Pictures!!

Stories told by the photos...

.they 3 are imitating the energizer.

.hoong is ready to give the 2 girls a big shock, they were posing to another camera while i captured this pic. ^^

I wasn't in most of the pictures, as I was with my family at that moment. T__T I 错过 the time play with you all la deng.

We had a fun night, went mamak at 2sth, then went back to the hotel to play cards game. Learnt Mafia, a fun game there. ^^ And played Honest and Dare.

The next morning, said Goodbye to my friends, i went back to my mum's room. Sigh, hate the time we separated.

After checking off, straight went down to The Mines with taxi. Cost rm130.

Reached there, find a cheap hotel, checking in, and didi mei mei can't wait to go to the book fair. Left me alone in the room, watching Supernatural on my laptop.

Went to the book fair alone, during the dinner time. Hungry. =.="

I bought 6 books from the book fair.

-暮水街的三月十一号 by 藤井树
-六弄咖啡馆 by 藤井树
-夏日之诗 by 藤井树
-你那边，几点? by 敷米桨
-回眸 by 痞子蔡
-拼命去死 by 九把刀

*开始爱上藤井树，九把刀和痞子蔡的作品^^

.the other 2 books aren't in the pic.

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Sigh, the stupid Moral Studies lesson starts tomorrow, my short holiday ends. But nevermind, can meet with my friends in college. Yeah ^^

.Signing off.
.tuning to.
-藤井树 - The 11th March at Musui Street-

.tHe prom night.

2008-11-19T02:49:00.002+08:00

*Finally, just after about a month, I'm going to write about the prom night or so called the corroboree night of SAM program taylor's college 2008.

"Everlasting Memories" was the theme for the night. Yea, everlasting memories, i really do hope that, this night will last forever, endless, and the memorable memories that we have, will always in our mind, everlasting. E2, friends from other classes as well, I love you all. I miss you all tonnes lots!

.tHe boys.

.tHe girls.Actually, nothing much to write about this prom night. Basically, it's about gathering, eating, chit-chatting, watching performance, showing-off the clothing, and the most important..........CAMWHORING. ^^

So, tonnes and tonnes of photos tell the story...

.tHe five of us.

This is my gang in Taylor, I'm not saying that the others aren't my gang, but just that we 5 always be together, everyday, after class, having lunch, having dinner as well, hanging out, pyramid, sunway lagoon, we are always together. I miss you all, dude.

.was talking to mum while this pic taken, im so not ready.

.joseph and ah gong are not ready!!.

.sorry for being rude.

I'm really disappointed with the food served. We paid rm120 for the prom night, but the food is sucks, and the drink is sucks toO. Sigh. But at least, we get a free entry ticket to MOS Euphoria, which cost about rm70. ^^ Yeah! Clubbing after dinner!

VIPs in my life...

.miss pudpudling.

.miss jaimie.

.miss jiyan.

.miss Zanggih.

.surrounded by hot girls.

.my beloved one.

.miss yenyin.

.miss kathleen.

.girls from E1.

More photos coming up... ^^

.tHe 4 of us, hoong ping is still on the way.

.hoong ping reached, and taken with erik toO.

Here, notice the following two photos, do you see anything wrong? LMAO... See carefully, i don't know what happened to me, so damn funny la. Tanganku. Apalah, salah pulak. =.="

The next three photos, taken with two lengzais from my class, Tommy Lim and Sam. I'm wandering what big topics are we discussing when the first pic was taken? Seems damn serious problem la wei. Wandering some years later, will we be still gather together, discussing about big business? Maybe business that cost millions dollar? Maybe? Lol

*psss, i miss you two toO.

Some group photo...

Sorry if we were being sO not gentlemen, letting the ladies posing below us. Sorry la ladies. You all didn't jalan cahaya. Don't worry!!

.tHe J&J.

.is he acting cool?. lol.

.caroline and ah gong.
*carol ar, din manage to take any pic with you that night, sigh.

Too much photos, sorry i can't post all up here. I just pick some to post.

And after the dinner, we all decided to go clubbing at MOS as we all have the free ticket. But damn sad, not all of our gang can enter. I'm lucky, i can enter, but joseph, yean chin and hoong ping cannot enter. Sigh, sO sad. They require us to be 18 years old to enter, so funluckily, joseph's birthday is just in few more weeks time and hoong ping is only 17 this year. And yean chin, the damn guard, don't believe yean chin is enough old to enter though he is already 19. DAMN IT!

Because of this, we just hang around the club for about 15 minutes, dance for a while, cam whoring a while, and left the place. So sad, so my first time clubbing just screwed up like this. Sedihnya.

.pics taken in MOS.

.lol, girls out there, don't jealous la, friend also can hug hug de mar, right?.

After coming out from MOS, we don't know want to go where dy. Saying goodbye to E2 friends, me, james, hoong ping, and yean chin stay at the lobby, met up with ah yee and leanne, planning to go wet after this. But since Leanne having headache, she just drive us back to Subang. And we bought some Heineken Beer from 7-11, planned to drink in my house. Met Kong Long at mamak, so we drink there. After that, yean chin, james went to my house, sleep overnight there.

Pic below : James wasn't drunk, but i dunno what's he doing, forget dy. LOL

Mum's coming to kl the next day. But we slept till noon time. Rushing to KL Central to fetch them to hotel after that.

That's all. ^^

.my zi lian pics.

.signing off.
.tuning to - Lovin' U.

.bye.

2008-11-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

.last pic of me in long hair.

昨天真的是一个难熬的一天。自你的电话终于接通，听到的是男声后，我第一次有精神失常的感觉，觉得这房间的四面墙，渐渐的压缩，空间变得好小，快喘不过气来了。若不是我比较坚强，比较看得开，我也许已经疯了也说不定。当然，我是说“比较”，比不坚强，坚强多一些。

过去的三天，原本应该是个美好的回忆，却成了心中新的伤痕。从天堂坠落地面的感觉，虽然没有地狱的那种痛苦，但也让我伤痕累累。

穿上了和你共同的T-shirt, 戴上了同样颜色的隐形眼镜，知道你人在pyramid，那么接近，却也那么遥远，没有机会见面。试图在人群中找寻你的影子，失败了。

把头发剪短了

没有机会绑着娃娃头和你走街了

把那衣服封藏了

决定不再穿上了

把紫色隐形眼镜收了

买了透明的了

我们的共同点没了

回忆没有继续的通道了

痛了懂了哭了

在Snips把头发剪了，朋友要我重新做人，忘了你，要我把头发剪短，换个新形象。一直想要的长发，没了。短发的我，刘海短了，不再是独眼龙了，头变小了，脸变大了，真的好不习惯。让你看了，你一定觉得可笑。^^

也好，换个新造型，prom night当天能给朋友们个惊喜。也不会看起来那么的颓废，那么的emo。

你是我喜欢的人，我的精神支柱，我想和你在一起的人。但我万万没有想到，我的习惯，却让你觉得自己受约束，而逃避。

但还是要谢谢你的解释，谢谢你愿意解释。
谢谢你。

.一厢情愿和单恋，我都认识了他们.

后记，
谢谢鑫鑫，james，jaimie, ek ying，还有leanne, ah yee, cloud, kathleen, ronzai，choco的安慰与陪伴。
I appreciate you guys, friends.

但对不起，我不会忘记她的，心已经被深深的烙了个印记。
听了她的解释，我觉得她并没有错，也许是我的错。

.Malacca Trip.

2008-11-15T17:13:00.001+08:00

*Sorry, this post suppose to post long time ago, now only i post it up. And the date have been adjusted.

Final exam is finally over. Forget about how I have done for the exam, just forget it and don't ever ask me how is the exam going on, k? I'm damn low of confident. So, sorry. Honestly, I think I screwed up the exam.

Yeah, trip to Malacca!! Planned during the exam, was so excited about it at first, as you from there, thought can meet you up, but ended up with nothing.

The trip was organized by James' gf, ek ying. Went there with James, Ek Ying, Yean Chin, and 3 friends from the same church I went. Yeah! Picture taken before we departed from Shah Alam Bus station.

I don't wanna write much here la, let the photos tell the story. ^^

Took lots of photos in the bus, luckily the bus to malacca wasn't that full, only few cats, so we no need to mind how other people think about our zi lian-ness. It was quite a long journey, took about 1 hour plus to reach Malacca Central. And took us about another hour from Malacca Central to reach other first destination, A-Farmosa water park.

I have to say that, the public transport system in Malacca is not as good as KL. Ish~

We had our lunch at a chicken rice shop in Malacca Central. And the chicken rice is sucks! It wasn't the traditional one. Hope to eat the real traditional one but we failed to do so. So not enough time.

*the funny pic*

We choose to play at the water park, as we all never been there before. I came to Malacca few years ago, with my family, but we only went for the safari side. I thought it will be nicer to play with the water park, but seems it disappointed us. It's damn small! And most of the facilities here are renovating. Compared to Sunway Lagoon, it's like comparing titanic with sampan. LMAO.

Went back to Malacca town. Stayed at Fenix Inn that night.

Talking about the hotel, it's just a street apart from the place u having show that night. After dinner, I walk to there with my friends, just to support you for your show, whatever show it is. We walk about 15-20 minutes to reach the pud, it's called ALOHA, a name that i woundn't forget. I don't care what show it is, we are there just to see you. But, you wasn't there, I don't know why, can't contact you. Damn it. You off your phone.

I'm sorry friend, pity u guys to walk so far just to accompany me for my date, which turned up to be an empty one.

Fine, date is break, so we decide to go for a movie, a late one. We watch James Bond Quantum of Soleres until 2sth, then went back to the hotel and have a 'nice' sleep. I was 'stuck' between james and yean chin, like a hotdog. LMAO.

The next day, we walk around the Malacca city, basically, it's smaller than Kuching City, but i like this place, it's so peace and nice, i like the mall, DP mall, it's much bigger than tHe Spring.
Pictures!

.Hug tHe History.

.tHe three.
.tHe three + one.

.Me & my babies.

Sigh.. The trip should be more wonderful with your accompany, i suppose? I wander why. I don't know why. And please tell me why.

Anyway.. I'm happy to be here, without you, I still have my friends, thx to James, Yean Chin and the others. Thx for the trip to Malacca.

.Signing off.
.Tuning to BFF.

.heartbrokenly.

2008-11-15T08:41:00.004+08:00

Called you at 7.39am in the morning, after some times, the call was finally answered, but it's not your voice, it's a guy.

I don't know who is him, he says he is your father. I know it's fake, although I'm stupid enough to been played, I'm still clever enough to differentiate between an "father-ly" voice with a teenager's voice.

I need answers for all the questions immediately!!

...Please...

.my heart breaks into pieces.
.you are the one who accompany me since the last break.
.but you are the one who break it this time.
.why?.
.fuck this love.

2008-11-15T00:02:00.003+08:00

I'm trying my best to update my blog these few days, tonnes of things want to share with you all. Friends photo, Malacca trip and all other things.

But i failed to.

Thousands of things run into my mind, i can't concentrate at all.

Bloody damn it.

你说过没了她
我还有你
但为什么你却也用同样的手法对待我
太残酷了

.Signing off.

哈咯，我是kidO

2008-10-25T11:50:00.002+08:00

好久没有更新我的部落格了
自从前个星期大病一场后就没有更新 T__T
抱歉

大考即将到来
真的很紧张
害怕考得不好

嗯嗯
没什么要写的了
部落格将在考试过后更新
到时候应该好多东西要写吧
也会有好多的合照要po上来
会和很多朋友合照留念哦！

好快
8个月就这样过去了
T__T

祝我考试顺利吧
我要进大学！！
我要当牙医！！

下线了
msn和friendster也不会上
我要专心考试~

bye to all of you
.God Blessed Everyone.

.it's random,

2008-10-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

Basically, today was a boring day

nothing special happened that worth to be written here

T__T

sO i'm going to flood this post with random shot

readdy to handle the photos!?

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really?
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seriously?
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.
you really really wanna see!?
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alright then,
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it's not really that special anyways.
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just some camwhore pics of us
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Enjoy!
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.The camwhore session started during Chemistry period.
.with mr yap, who likes to confiscate people hp, just in front of us.
.how dare!!.

:The Story About Us:
.yean chin, carol, kidO.

:The Betrayer:.Joseph, we strongly refused to camwhore with us.
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.
Nah, I decide not to "flood" the blog with our camwhore pics, so i combine the pics together in one. How kind I am. ^^

今天
瞄咪没有上线
所以没有聊到
想必你应该正忙着专心准备考试吧
~加油哦~

.Signing off.

.runaway.

2008-10-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

时机已到

把握时间

我们逃课吧！

Skipped ESL today. It's just toO boring and hypnotizing.

Promised to celebrate bday with yeanchin, though his bday suppose to be yesterday. Best buddy mar. LOL. Skipped class for you, worth! Went to Sunway with yeanchin, joseph, james, kung long and hoongping. *kung long and hoong ping are new in my blog.

We hang around aimless there. Start to find for my ear ring, sO we headed to Asia Avenue. Saw some nice, but quite expensive. Rm20 for 1 piece. Quite mahal for me. T_T

Planned to watch a movie, but the time not ngam. Hoong ping had to go back by 6. Movie canceled. So we went to play bowling. Had a nice game at first. I get 108 points for the first game. Slightly less than yeanchin's 110 who is the first. But the second game, I losed badly. Injured my hand. And broke my bracelet. So sad.

After the game, all boys were damn hungry. So we went to Bar B.Q. Plaza for our dinner. This should be the greatest meal I had since I left home and stay here. ^^

.pictures do tell stories.

p/s. the waiter who served is really cute!!!

We spent about rm140. divide by 6, about 20++ per person. Stupid us, we forgot to show our student card to get 10/20% discount. T_T

We had a great camwhore time in the toilet. I　ｌｏｖｅ　Sunway pyramid's toilet! The light is great, bright enough to get a nice image. And there is full of mirrors too!

.The Five..all with damn retarded face.

.my new gay partner:James.
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We didn't buy cake for yeanchin, but we did buy a dozen a donut for him. Yummy~

Lastly, I want to wish "Happy belated birthday" to yeanchin. ^^

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.Signing off.
.psss. I missed the food.

.I'm in pain.

2008-10-07T03:30:00.002+08:00

已经是第二个晚上了
我失眠了两个夜晚
失眠真的很恐怖
很想睡
希望能有足够的睡眠
但偏偏睡不着
头脑一直很清醒
翻来覆去的
就是睡不着
昨晚一直躺到大概3am才睡着吧
没想到今晚又重复昨晚的情况
真的很辛苦

考试真的把害死了
因为前个星期
有两天考试在早上7点开始
担心自己来不及早起
所以那两夜我完全没有睡觉
结果，生理时钟乱了
日夜颠倒了

考试后的假期
我每天都熬夜
不是故意的
而是根本都没有半点睡意
现在可好啦
我成为名副其实的猫头鹰
但是没有猫陪伴的猫头鹰

*我现在是用颤抖的手写blog
不懂为什么
刚才躺着时突然很不舒服
肚子又有点饿
起来上了厕所后
我的手脚突然很没有力
双手还微微的颤抖着
小腿发软
我到底怎么了？

也许是因为我刚才吃了pain killerd的关系吗
那是很强的止痛药
没办法
牙齿痛得很
也许是因为自己最近喝少了水
有点热到了吧
*哎~ 很不喜欢生病的感觉

妈的，胃开始痛了，
原来我还真的有胃痛啊

.失眠的夜晚，天亮说晚安！.

.i'm an owl.

2008-10-04T06:40:00.001+08:00

我是一只猫头鹰

在夜里才出来活动的动物

猫不在

我只是个孤单的猫头鹰

Spent the whole saturday afternoon and night changing my blog layout. Oh gosh, it's damn complicated! But at last, i managed to customize mine. Thx a lots tO Kathh, the super genius and pro in Photoshop and blogskin design.

I din sleep for the whole night. Thx to the Raya break, my daytime and nighttime all terbalik dy. I sleep at daytime, stay up at nighttime. Totally like an owl, right? LOL. Tomorrow school reopen dy, hope i can woke up on time.

Went to mcD at 3.30am. Joseph was there. He just finish Dota-ing with his housemate at FTZ. Ate french fries and finish a large cup of Coke there. I think I'm sick dy. T___T

It's time to sleep.

喜欢夜的静

很适合独自一个人反思

猫头鹰和猫的故事

可以很精彩吗

.signing off.
7:13am

.rush-rush-rush.

2008-10-03T04:38:00.001+08:00

若自恋是一种罪

那我肯定犯下了死罪

Wake up at 9.49am today. I remember the time sO well as actually I should woke up by 9.00 sharp today. But piggy kor kor also din manage tO woke up at time, that‘s why. *Sigh..*

Promised my friend tO accompany him go Sunway Pyramid today at 1pm. "WHY?" To buy his gf birthday present. He needs my assistance. On the other hands, that means I have to rush back Subang Jaya on time!! Man, from Sungai Long, I have to take Rapid KL to Serdang KTM Station. Then from there, take train to KL Central, then transfer to Subang Jaya. After that, taxi back to my home.

Yea, I back on time, but James was the one who being late. T_T

Reached Pyramid at 3pm sharp. My another buddy, Yean Chin had already there, pissed, as we were late. It wasn't my fault actually. Who ask his da ke aii (James) and xiiao ke aii (Joseph) both are snails? T_T

.James is the one beside me, my smile damn weird.

.they are forced to camwhore with me in the toilet.

If I'm a girl, I would like James to be my bf. He is a sweet and niCe boy friend!! He bought a couple ring, sweater, a big heart-shaped cushion, and a half durian half mango delight cake from Secret Recipe!! OMG, sO many things just for his gf's birthday present! I never did that before in my life. *Sorry, my ex-gfs. I know I'm not caring and sweet enough. Am i sour? T_T

.here comes the big heart shape cushion, envy? sO sweet!!.

Spent about 6 hours at Pyramid, just window shopping and being a bank for James. ^^ I din buy anything today. I pierced my left ear. But I scare if I have another hole on my body, will it affect my luck or what? Ishh, damn scare la. Too late, I already had my ear pierced.

And i went to some store in Pyramid. Tried out some sweater and i damn like it. But i have to tahan for some times first then i will buy that sweater. No more extra money for me to spend. I'm officially BROKE!!!!

.tried this hat, but i dunno how to wear, my head is just too BIG to fit.

Left pyramid at 9sth. We took taxi home. James follow me home. And we went out again at 10sth. Yea, I had my next mission. Accompany him tO Shah Alam, where his gf study, to give a big surprise to her! Gosh, see, I've told you, James is really a nice guy, right? He planned everything well, just to give her a big surprise. First, he pakat with all her friend, ask them to help him. Then he act like as if he totally don't remember about her birthday. Even chase her back to Shah Alam where before this she used to stay at Subang during holidays. With a damn LAME reason saying that he needs to study.

We reached Subang KTM by 10.30sth, then we were so unlucky that a train just left in front of us. So we had to wait for the next train. Problem came. This will be the last train to Shah Alam, means we don't have train to get back Subang aft 12. Mati lor. I called some friends but nobody can help. T_T

Plan went on smoothly, and James managed to give her a big birthday surprise. While James was on the phone with his darling, I keep on camwhoring beside the night street. Freak right? LOL. Mission accomplished. It's time to figure out how to get home.

We called the radio call for taxi. And it took us rm30 to get back SS15 from Shah Alam SS17. Quite expensive, but we had no other choices, if we don't prefer this option, we will have to sleep over at the KFC which operates 24hours there. T_T

Reached home by 1.30 am the next day. Damn tired. LOL. Anyway, it's a great day tho. ^^

.Camwhore Time.
.threesome..i love these pic damn muCh..a night at Shah Alam's street.

Yea, that's all for today.

你刚刚竟然会主动msn找我

我有少许的吃惊

从前的亲密已不再

我们之间有了隔膜

我不敢过界

害怕再次失去这微弱的友谊火苗

.Signing off.

.ouch, it's toO sweet.

2008-10-03T03:55:00.000+08:00

There is something I tried my best to remember but I failed tO and finally I managed tO recall what is it now.

!!I MET 2 FRIENDS WHO I GET KNOW FROM FRIENDSTER IN THIS WEEK!!

Lol, i bet now someone who is reading this post will "cheh!! Apalah, ini je, tak perlu so kua jeong put capital letter la..." *Are you one of 'em?

Yea, i admit, i have many net friends, but i seldom meet up with them in real life. But these two friends, we meet up each other in real life "coincidencely". Which I didn't expect.

I met Mun first. It was tuesday, and I went to the Sungai Long Pasar Malam which I looking forward to visit since long time ago. So ngam Mun from Sungai Long toO. So I msg her ask her whether she come to the pasar malam or not. So ngam again she was there toO! And when the time me and my kor kor were eating Asam Laksa at a stall, suddenly a girl JUMP into our table and sat down. I was like damn shock at that time, and I'm sweating terribly. Not because of her, it's because I really can't tahan spicy food. T_T

And yea, this is the first time we met. Memoriable huh? ^^

Now is Tzia's turn. This one more geng. Memang fate lo I only can explain. I met her today (friday) at Sunway Pyramid. I was walking at Asia Avenue, coming out from a store after I had my ear pierced. *opppsss, am i a bad guy? or gay? Then I was like blur blur at that time, suddenly a girl jump in front of me, waving her hand and say "hi". It took me some time to realise who izzit. And I was like "ohh, errr..." and wave to her. After that left with awkward expression. =.=''

.the two sweet girls.

2008-10-01T04:09:00.001+08:00

Oh ya, i met my meow. Introduce to you all when it's the right time.

一切的一切

过去的一切

封存在

名为回忆的宝箱

钥匙？

只有我们才拥有

我们的回忆

不知道

是什么颜色的？

2008-10-01T01:26:00.001+08:00

.the night is dark just before the dawn.
黑暗过后，总会有黎明

.everything just will be alright after a niCe sleep.

Today is raya, first, i wish Happy Raya to all our Malaysia muslim friends.
Wake up as usual, missed my breakfast and lunch. First thing i did after i wake up, check my friendster mail box, comments, friend request. Yea, i admit, i reactivate my Friendster, but not officially.

Went to have our lunch at about 3 something in the afternoon. Oh, before that, accompanied my kor kor to his University to pay some bill. But it's raya time, office closed. And we met JJ, kor kor's ex-housemate+friend. A niCe guy, great dancer. I like him. ^^

We had our lunch at some chicken rice store in Sungai Long area. Have a nice chat with them. JJ suggest that we go for a movie at Jusco Cheras Selatan. Oh gosh, know what, i'm in my singlet and short!! Damn simple. Had no time to go back home. Fine. Just do it!

We took taxi to there. Well, honestly, I felt damn not natural to walk around with this kind of wearing. It's like, "iiyerrrr...." Speechless.

We watched "Eagle Eye". The No.1 film in America, directed by Steven Spielberg. The famous producer who produce several great movie, for example "The Jurassic Park". It was a great movie.

Synopsis of the movie:
In eagle eye, Jerry Shaw and Rachel Holloman are two strangers thrown together by a mysterious phone call from a woman they have never met. Threathening their lives and their families, she pushes Jerry and Rachel into a series of increasingly dangerous situation using the technology of everyday life to track and control their moves. As the situation escalates, these two ordinary people become the country most wanted fugitives, who must now work together to discover what is happening. Fighting for their lives, they become pawns of a faceless enemy who seems to have limitless power to manipulate everything they do.

After the movie, we had our lunch at Johnny's Restaurant. It is a Thai Restaurant i think. The food was great. And we met a friendly waiter, forgot his name. The most important thing is, he is only a trainee! I like his attitude, waiter should be like that, isn't it? ^^ We even recomment him to the manager, hope to promote him to a higher post. We are sO kind, don't you think sO? I ordered a pineapple fried rice, it was great! Damn delicious.

Yea, camwhore time. Mirror!!! I love mirror, where there is mirror, there must be camwhore time for me. ^^

.JJ, me and kor kor.

.Pic taken by JJ in mcD.

I have a great time today. It had been quite a long time since i last went to watch movie in cinema. The feelings is totally different compared to watching movie using my laptop. Agree?

你离去，头也不回，真心祝福，你永远快乐

.Signing off.

I'm The King Of Emo Freak

2008-09-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

Yea, i admit, i'm an emo freak.

It has been quite a long time since i last update my blog. I apologize for my lazy-ness. Many things just happened in a blink of eyes. Bad things, good things. Mood swings. I don't really have my mood on to write. Sorry. No one cares. No one really cares.

Trial had just ended last week. Should i say "nightmare" had past? No, i don't think so. Trial past, means final is coming. One month!! YES. It's ONE MONTH left. Wtf. I left one month to prepare for my final. It's time to be serious. Yeah, i mean REAL serious! I don't want to repeat my mistake during the SPM time. Sorry, i don't feel to tell what is it. You guess.

Basically, I'm not that happy these days. Sorry, it's going to be an emo post from now. Readers, if you can't tahan emo post, kindly click on the "X" on the right corner of your monitor. THX.

.Yea, you left me.
maybe this is what i deserved?
Probably, this will be the last chat i had, with you

She left me. Without any proper and acceptable reason from her. Only GOD knows why. Izzit because I have ignored so many people in my life? So i deserved such treat from her? Fine, i deserved such treat, so now u are happy dy?

What I want now is only your reason, reason why you can treat me with such attitude all in the sudden. What i need is not your love. I'm not one that "urge" for love that much. LOVE FREAK!? I'm NOT!! I need friends. I can't afford to let this friendship sink just like this. Can you understand me? No, you don't.

我不需要肉体上的满足，只想要精神上的支柱。

Still, I can't accept the reason u give me. No point to understand that's what made your attitude changes sO fast.

你说，我的态度很像个小孩，你不需要像我这种态度的人。
我道歉，等待让我失去理智，说出些有的没的。

你还说，你觉得，我和你的世界，好像不一样的。
我不懂，这话是什么意思。

始终，我还是觉得，你背后还有真正的原因。
算了...

It's over. Isn't it? Fine, if that's what you wish. Your wish is granted. I'm totally speechless now.

若真心换不回永远，我宁愿放手祝福。
你说过，勉强是不会有幸福的。
我相信，你所说的。
希望，我会是你生命里，份量满大的过客。
在一起的回忆，你不会那么轻易的忘掉。

Although, we never meet each other in real life, but i admit, you left a deep mark in my heart. Bye.

doink, please don't mention about her anymore, if we still got chance to have a niCe chat. k? i don't want to think back any negative things anymore. thx

NOTICE

2008-09-20T04:20:00.005+08:00

!!SORRY, BLOG WILL ONLY BE UPDATED AFTER NEXT WEEK

TRIAL EXAM IS KILLING ME!!

...Photo taken and edited recently...

Hope you like them

!! PHOTO COMMENTS WANTED!!

2008-09-09T16:45:00.000+08:00

Dear readers...

!!!COMMENTS!!!
!!!!GIVE ME COMMENTS ON MY BLOG POSTS!!!!
!!!!I LOVE COMMENTS!!!!

thx a lotZzz ^^

--忆：中秋节--

2008-09-08T23:28:00.006+08:00

Received this funny but interesting so called NEWS from my classmate. Nice huh? Reminds me about Mooncake Festival which is coming soon. 14th of September. WAWAWA!!! I wanna eat MOONCAKE lah!!!!

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特别报道：全国各地惊现纸馅月饼

2008年09月05日04:18

纸馅包子风波尚未平息，中秋来临之际，全国各地超市又出现了大量的纸馅月饼，实在让人触目惊心、瞠目结舌！

近日，本市名人 kidO从超市里买了盒某著名品牌月饼，回到家打开吃，刚吃了一口，感觉有点不对劲，发现嘴里好象有个纸团，拿出来一看，上面还写着一行字。对，就下面这个，您看准咯：

嘿嘿，好玩吧！

kidO！中秋佳节快乐，月圆人圆事事团圆。人顺心顺事事都顺。祝全家幸福、和气满堂、合家欢乐！"

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时间过的好快
转眼间八月十五中秋节又快到了
月圆人团圆
可是今天我却没能在家和家人度过中秋节

第一次离家那么久
离家的日子也会继续的增长不是吗

忘了是谁说过
出外念书了回家的时间也减少了
家已成为一个据点
一个类似旅店的地方
只有在假期时才有时间回去住上一阵子
对你们说的都没有错
但是家永远都是我的避风港精神的依靠

回忆起往年
由于我们家是自私人土地上周围并没有邻居也并没有怎么庆祝这节日
但每年都会到外婆家聚餐
外婆家在一个村子里
每年的中秋夜几乎家家户户都会在家门前的小树上挂满五颜六色的小灯笼
真的很美
吃了晚餐后我会和弟弟骑着外公的电单车
绕着整个村子逛体会着这种在大都会没有机会见到的画面
路上还会遇到一整群的小孩子
提着灯笼在行走着
虽然灯笼内的烛光并不强但好几个灯笼的光也能把路照明
小孩们像是在报佳音似的一路有说有笑天真无邪的样子写在脸上

还记得有一次我不懂哪里来的雅兴
自己利用了马利拉卡制作了一个小灯笼
虽然不及市面上所售卖的灯笼般美
但我还是很满足了
灯笼的样子有点像老鼠的嘴型里边还放了根小蜡烛
心想今晚在外婆家有的show off了
哈哈...灯笼的下场忘了故事怎么发展的
最后被小表弟们烧掉了
忘了自己有没有哭
毕竟那是好几年前的事了 ^^

今年的中秋我自己在家渡过
能说这是家吗哦不这不是
这里只是个窝
这不是家
我的家在古晋西连路二十五哩
那在大路旁就可以远远望见的房子
蓝色屋顶，三层楼的，最高一层其实只是个小store room的房子
那是我的家 ^^

朋友们今年的中秋节
你将和谁一起度过？

--!!Tagged!!!--

2008-09-07T01:59:00.001+08:00

Tagged by doink Tzia Tzia ^^

1. Six people to tag
-Kaykay-
-Rainbow-
-Cyndi-
-Jiyan-
-Jaimie-
-Steph-

2. Six things I'm passionate about
-My friends and family (they are the most important things in my life)
-Playing piano (so sad i can't play it here)
-Shopaholic
-Net Surfing (always online)
-Blogging
-Socialize (i think i'm friendly enough ^^)

3. Six things I say too often
-OMG.
-WTF.
-Mahai.
-Cibai.
-HUH!?.
-Nonsense
(sorry ya, 1/2 is foul language)

4. Six books I've read recently.
- 爱过流星by吴若权
-楼下的房客by九把刀
-One Piece by 尾田荣一郎
-Biology Key Ideas
(sorry, can't think of any dy, i seldom read book nowadays)

5. Six songs I listen to again and again
Rising Sun-TVXQ
"O"-Jeong Ban Hab-TVXQ
Day by day-Big Bang
虚爱 - FT Island
Awaken - Shin Hye Sung
Rainy day-LoveHolic
晴天- 周杰伦

6. Six things I've learnt in the past
-Family and friends are the most important one.
-就算是Believe,中间也夹着个lie
-Treat a person well though his/her altitude is BAD
-Never do last minute work
-Believe in faith
-Smile heals every wound

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1. The last person to tag you is?
No one, as i started blogging last month, tzia is the first.
so the question below, should i answer based on tzia? =.="

2. What relationship of you with him/her?
friend.

3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?

She's HOT
She's cute
She's popular
She's attractive
She's every positive description LAH!!

(LMAO, i can't find any negative thing on you, doink~)

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
Nothing yet.

5. The most memorable words that he/she said to you.
Donkey~

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Thx GOD ^^

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Don't think so lo. I like her.

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
hmmm, nth, she is just sO PERFECT!!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is....
I'm cuter than her!!! lol

10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
no idea.

11. The overall impression to he/her is..
she is PERFECT!

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
people who know me well think i'm friendly and very sociable,
but people who don't know me think i'm COOL, and DAMN LC

13. The character for you for yourself is?
EMO, Friendly, Sociable, Shy, ya, i admit i'm a bit LC lo, SONG LIAO BOH!?

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
hmmm, most probably the SHY-ness

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Face of HERO from TVXQ or Hong gi from F.T Island, body height of Shin Hye Sung,
music talent like JAYCHOU, and brain of Einstein!!
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
Thanks you! I really do appreciate it! *mmuax + huggieZzz*

17. Ten people to tag:

Kaykay
Rainbow
Jaimie
Jiyan
PheiWyin
Caroline
Steph
Xkai
Beandots
Bearbear

18. who is number 2 having relationship with?
I don't know la!

19. Is number 3 a male or female?
female.

20. If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
Sounds weird, they are from different places. =.="

21. How about number 5 and number 8?
Same reason as above lo.

22. What is number 1 studying about?
Form 6

23. When was the last you had a chat with them?
WTF?! sO many man!! how i rmb oO?!

24. Is number 4 single?
Yeah, probably. but she is crazy of korean guys NOW

25. Say something about number 2
A lovely girl!! Her eyes can generate electricity for a country!!!

--Donkey vs Doink Doink--

2008-09-06T00:15:00.001+08:00

Having fun webcaming with my friend
Introduced tO you all
a HOT girl from UTAR

-- Tzia Tzia a.k.a Cherlin--
"In her sexy seventeen.
An attest chocolate indulger.
& a typical pink lover.
A certified romanticism, exceptionally dreamy and bubbly
Idolize Leah Dizon with an utmost hawt body, and JayChou's fabulous songs."

Here are some screen shot we captured together
Blur ing~
We are trying to make our fringe "M"

Acting Nerd

Piggy Face

On the phone

Credits to doink~ ^^

Hey, sorry for showing our webcam shots here ya, I know you wouldn't mind, right ^^
K la, as return, i help you to promote your blog here ^^

Dear blog readers, feel free to read her blog, just click HERE. ^^

p/s BASTARD out there, don't say bad things about my friends, do you get it CLEAR enough!?

I appreciate all my friends.
Love you all
.May GOD blessed you all.

--SEPTEMBER BIRTHDAY BOY--

2008-09-05T19:47:00.003+08:00

拖了好几天没有写blog，真的很惭愧
发觉自己真的很懒惰
本来想好好利用这个周末好好学习的
结果 *叹息*
嗯，下午答应过 doink doink 今晚会写文章的
我一定要做到！嘿嘿嘿~
p/s 因为都是补写的，所以在日期方面我做了手脚 ^^
(以上这段是在2008年9月7日笔）

SEPTEMBER BIRTHDAY BOY
--Bobby a.k.a Loo Wei Hoong--

今天下课时帮了我班的一位帅哥庆祝生日
虽然他确实的生日日期是明天
但因为明天刚好是星期六
所以我们提前一天为他庆祝

他很可爱吧？ ^^
!!!!德国黑森林蛋糕!!!!

这蛋糕是我和Jaimie选的哦
很不错吃
巧克力的！我的最爱 ^^

班上有个规定，寿星公在生日当天要被阿鲁巴
可是Wei Hoong却逃过了这劫
哈哈！也许是大家忘了吧！
还记得我生日时，他们企图阿鲁巴我
结果不成功
原因是他们太轻视我的体重了
抬不起，哈哈！

很喜欢我的这班朋友
很肯为朋友而花钱
虽然不多
但也是个心意
不是吗？
为朋友庆祝生日，值得吧！
况且大家聚在一起的时间，
也只不过是这短短的一年
好好珍惜，制造多些美好的回忆

也许是因为班上有个大姐大的关系吧
有人带动大家
谢谢你啦，大姐！哈哈！
不把你的名说出来
免得你说我把你叫老了
^^

九月十月有满多朋友生日的
钱包也许会有点小出血
别介意值得
^^

--I'm Not HOT!!!--

2008-09-04T23:43:00.001+08:00

T__T
Kind of disappointed and sad today. For nothing, just because i'm not HOT enough. *Sigh* Ya, BIDDING MANIA. WTF is that? Make me feel damn 'lose face' only.

Don't know which bastard, wrote something fake in my description there, saying that "I'm HOT", walao eh, i never say so okay!!!

Dear blog readers, the kidolicious.blogspot.com ownder, kidO.yingchaO only worth rm35. LMAO!! Damn cheap lo you know? But anyway, it's a good try, exposing myself in front of the people. Hehe

Ohya, i wun forget to thx my friends, frm E2 and J7. Thx for bidding me. And congrates to Jiyan and her gang, as the successfully bid me. And win a date with me. lol. Nothing special about this. Haha, poor kidO, being teased by yean chin and James, saying that i betrayed Joseph, who like a girl who named JiaWen, Jiyan's friend, who bid me. ^^ Sorry seph, i don't mean it, she is yours.
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
p/s, Jia Wen, when u read this, im sure you will scold out "WTF WTF!!" ^^

Thx tO Sofia, a HOT girl from ICPU, she said that i'm HOT!!!

Camwhoring
(kindly close the window if you don't wanna see this
i know someone don't like me ^^)

Congrates to Sam toO, he worth rm50, and bid by a HOT girls, who is gonna to date with him. (I dunno how la) ^^
Heard that our lenglui SAM student council president, Christina, had the highest bid. Hundred plus. Congratulations to her toO!!

p/s, sofia and christina, sorry cuz i took you pic and uploaded her...Don't mind la hor? ^^ Help to promote you two...

BIDDING MANIA,
LMAO!!! I REMEMBER YOU LAH!!!!

--SHOPAHOLIC--

2008-09-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

I skipped the last lesson today. Two reasons, first, i don't really like ESL lesson, quite a boring lesson actually, and secondly, i didn't do my homework.

So i decided to accompany my buddy, Yean Chin to sunway pyramid. That shopaholic wanna buy clothes, although the Malaysia Mega Sales had just ended yesterday.

Fuck the Malaysia public transport system, we waited at the bus stop nearly 45 minutes and the Metro bus just reached. Quite regret for skipping class then. As it would worth more if we use to 45 minutes in class?

We did window shopping more. Walked around the Sunway Pyramid mall. Not much people there today, wandering WHY? Izzit because no more mega sales? hmmmm....Maybe.

Just a day after the Mega Sales, nearly all the shop selling the latest things dy. We had 龟令膏. It's niCe, but i do prefer to eat the one made by my mummy. ^^

We went to ROMP, and yean chin bought a shirt there. Just when he want to make the payment, he just realized that he lost his Mastercard!! Holyshit, it's not kidding! He really lost it some way. Maybe in the bus, or somewhere else. The card is not his own, but his mum. Then we went back all the place we stop before this. Luckily, we found the card, he drop it at the place we had gui lin gao, thx to the waitress. She is sO honest and kind. May God blessed her whole life. ^^

Poor yean chin, he paid for the shirt using his own money, he is so sad that he cannot redeem back the money from his mum.

NOW, proudly introduced you my buddy
Tham Yean Chin
The self-pic he took, using my phone.
It had been a long time since we took pic together ^^
Took this pic at pyramid

I love all my friends. ^^ I will slowly introduced some of my other friends i know here to you all.
Oh ya, by the way, girls out there, is there anyone who wanna noe yean chin? Kindly contact me. I will introduced you to him, or him to you. ^^ He is a good guy, i like him. And i think he is quite handsome toO!! Pic do lie, sO don't judge a person by just viewing his pic, k? thx ^^

2008-09-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

hey dear blog readers
sorry din update my blog for sO long
feel very lazy these few days
Blog will be updated soOn
k?
!!!PROMISED!!!

btw, i changed my hairstyle dy
i straighten my hair, and dye it black (actually is dark brown)

here is some pic~
^^

I like the last pic most!!!
damn emo
and my fren Eddy says that i pose like Hero from TVXQ
^^

HEY ALL THERE!!!
I'm not LALADO anymore k?
lol
kidO no more lala
but actually being a lala also nothing wrong, right?
hehe
my friend says that i'm a successful LALA
means im okay ^^
(crapping here again)

ohya, by the way
I'm gonna participate in my college's BIDDING MANIA tomorrow
I don't know what should i dO tomorrow...
Nervous now
I don't know what the hell with me
I wrote that people can bid me for a date
OMG~
how ar?
how if nobody bid for me? Then i will be really Sia soi dy
or some fei po, or dinosaur sister bid me for a date?
oh gosh
how ar how ar?
Hey friends!!!
Come tO bid for me la wei...

Gonna bed soOn
damn tired now
anyway, i will update my blog soon, just looking forward for it, k?

p/s...i admit, this blog really damn pointless, i feel ashame for my english level, have to improve...

signing off
kidO.yingchaO