.piggy.

.my babe pet, sO cute.

First of all, Merry Christmas!!
This is the 18th Christmas I have celebrate on. As usual, nothing special lah. No countdown, no Santa Claus, no Christmas tree, no gift.

Wake up at 9sth, be prepared to help daddy in the farm. This is our annual work, that we only work on Gawai and Christmas, as the workers all go home for celebration.

Hurt my hand during working. *painful*

Pictures, k?
I have nothing much to write on actually.

Working till 1p.m, then went home for lunch. After taking a nap, continue to work. Afternoon work is much more easier than morning one. Just chasing the piggy around. Mating season. Haha..

Didn't take any photo of their "action", quite disgusting actually.

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.trying to act cool with my scooter.

*For those Muslim who view my blog, sorry if the photos make you feel uncomfortable k? This is a non-halal blog, you can make the choice. ^^


At night, parents went to relative's birthday dinner, left me and 2 brothers home. Have to gao dim our dinner ourselves. Went to town, went to Isabella. Met babe fish there. We camwhore a lots.

.my chicken chop and hot chocolate.


.kor and di.


.the stupid faces.

Left Isabella at about 11p.m. An hour later Christmas going to end, I still didn't have the feeling of celebrating Christmas, don't know why.

Tomorrow is her birthday, have to rush home earlier or else mum wouldn't let me out. Tsk tsk.

Lastly, wish myself

"Merry Christmas"



.Signing off.
.tuning to.
-Jingle Bell-

.Lonely Christmas.

You always think that you are alone, but actually you are not.
You know yourself well, more than anyone else.
You know that you are popular, many guys would like to date you out.

When you are lonely, you need someone to accompany you out,
there are tonnes lots of guys in your contact list.
Just a call or a text, I'm sure there is someone who can give you a drive,
to the place you want to go.

There is always someone for you when you need them.
When you don't need them, there is always another to replace.
Just ignore that one you don't need, and talk to the one you need.

Someone said yoou don't deserved to be alone.
Yea, you don't deserve to be.
You deserved to be love, by the one you love.

Having a great Christmas eve? How great.
You never know how is it feel, when you want to go countdown,
mum still phone you asking when you back.
When you answer maybe it will be late, she would answer
"你这样还想谈要继续升学?!"
Then hang off, left you there no mood to countdown.

You wouldn't know how it feel,
cause you had a great one.

And Christmas night?
No plan
You?
I don't know.
Most probably I will know how is it from your blog the next day?
*laugh out loud*


*请不要对号入座.
*p/s I never go for Christmas countdown, yea, seriously, NEVER.
Last night? Lol, went to airport, fucking damn cold. Just went there for mcd. Haha.
Met someone special there. *wink*

*p/s Updating on today's life later on.

.tears.

晚上8.42
我哭了
那么久以来，第一次哭出来
第一次哭得那么惨
老实说，我也不懂自己为什么哭
只觉得，情绪的堡垒崩塌了，就该哭出来
就是想哭

我好累，真的好累
我真的不是个坚强的人
看小说都会流泪的我
承受不了伤心难过
我不善于隐藏伤心失落的情绪
就连妈咪都拆穿了我
我好失败

没有人喜欢我
就连小baby让我抱抱几下
都会大哭得找妈妈
也没有人需要我的陪伴
就连你都不让我陪伴
不要回复我的短讯
我好失败

我想要她陪伴的女生
都不能陪伴我
突然觉得
寂寞之歌
已为我奏起

.signing off.
.tuning to.
-Stanley Huang. 明天见-